Why must my brother bully me so bad? It’s making me feel like s*it?

Watcha gonna Do bout it Asked: Why must my brother bully me so bad? It’s making me feel like s*it?

My brother used to bully me badly. I used to have horrible hearing (had to have hearing aids implanted inside my ear) and I have 3 different speech problems.

My brother used to call me names like "fat" "ugly" "deaf" "retard" and "idiot". Then I started studying and he calls me a huge nerd now. I just can't win.

He still teases me about my stutter.

He blames the disappearance of my guinea pig on me even though I asked him for help and he didn't come and I told him to go catch the guinea pig himself then. I miss her

I feel like an ugly, fat, worthless little piece of **** every day.

I don't know what to do about it. When be mimics my stutter I just want to run off and cry (even though I hardly ever cry)

Don't tell me to go and talk to my parents. Also, if I go up to him, he'll most likely hit me. And I distrust the school counselor.

What do I do?