Alex Asked: GIRLS! how does she feel about me?

ok im 13 in 8th grade and so is this girl i like. were decent freinds we walk to class together sometimes and talk alot. i usually mess with her by stepping on the back of her shoe and stuff she laughs. she seems to like talking to me she smiles and laughs alot. wen im talkin to my friend in a certain class i hear her calling my name sometimes. i went to my friends house and he lives in her neighborhood and she tried to scare me and then waved. later that night we texted till 1 AM. wen we text i usually have to txt her first and sometimes she doesnt reply. i dont text her often maybe once every 2 weeks. wen she does reply she seems happy to talk and stuff. shes texted me first a few times. and the night we texted till 1 she said stuff like sorry im being boring tonight ill try not to. i asked her to skype once she said i would love to but im not home right now. and one of my friends jon said were practiclly goin out cause she came to our away basketball game and smiled wen she saw me ( i broke my hand so i was scorekeeping) and i saw her lookin at me. before i left school tht day i was with jon and she waved and yelled hi alex to me. then after the game jon asked why she was there cause people from our school normally dont attend away games i said idk he said u should kno then we were getting on the bus to go back to the school and i saw her wave at me wen i was lookin out the window and i know she was waving to me cause there were 5 of us on the bus cause most people went home with their parents and i was the only one she could see then jon said ok r u guys goin out seriously i think u r. and i always see her lookin at me in class. i have also sat with her at lunch once. But wen I'm with my friend dillon she doesn't rly notice me she talks to him and stuff like she calls him best friend and wen me and him pass her she say hi dillon but says nothin to me even tho I'm right there. So where do i stand with this girl? thanks sorry this is so long

One Two Asked: There’s a possibility I’m pregnant. But I feel SO sick… : read more please..?

Okay. obviously today is the 27th. i had sex on the 10th. of this month… and i had my period BEFORE i had sex. yesterday, i started bleeding… i don't know if it's spotting or if it's my period… but it started out light, and brown. then when it got heavier, it was bright red… and then it was a pink, and red… i went to sleep at 1:50 & then i had these horrible dreams about how i WAS pregnant and then i got into fights with my best friends and my baby was like dead or something. i woke up at 3 i had to use the bathroom and it hurt for a while afterwords. i went back to sleep until 6. i went to the bathroom & my blood was REALLY dark. it looked almost black & burgundy… however you spell that… i changed my pad and went to sleep… i woke up at 8 and now it's really light. and it's a normal color.
LAST NIGHT…. i started having headaches and when i woke up this morning i had a really runny nose, headaches, my eyes are watering sometimes, i'm really tired still, and i can't breathe every time i wake up because of the mucus or something in the back of my throat. i brush my teeth and then it's okay. but my headaches are probably because i stopped taking my medicine just in case i AM pregnant. i have an anti depressant & a pill for an anxiety disorder and it helps me to sleep. my parents have been saying that they think i just have a cold & for me to take medicine, but of course i don't want to… what am i supposed to do??!
I don't wanna be pregnant! i'm only a freshy…
PS- my friend is gonna get a pregnancy test for me this friday. but i dont wanna take anything until i know for sure. oh, and last night, we went to a football game. i usually don't get hot easily. and in that weather, i usually wouldn't be. but i WAS. i was soo hot and i was dizzy until it got later & cooler & darker. i still don't know what to do.

Kira Asked: Am I actually depressed..?

I looked up the signs of depression and I realized that I have most of them and technically I have all of them but I'm not sure if I'm actually depressed or not because I get happy and I laugh.. I'm not sad all of the time.. I feel like I'm pretty normal.(By the way, I'm 15 and I'm copying these symptoms from Web MD)

1) Persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" mood (which also ties into loss of interest or pleasure in activities, including sex) – I don't really enjoy anything.. I just had my mom tell me yesterday that it's weird that I don't have a favorite of anything at all. I don't like animals or anything.. parties.. I don't even like to socialize with my friends because it's just way too boring.. I'd rather stay home and just.. write or read.

2) Restlessness, irritability, or excessive crying – I get so annoyed with stupid people. Some people just say the dumbest things and I can't stand them -.- I cry at night a lot. I don't really like to cry in front of other people. But then it's not like I'm sad for days on end. Whenever I do cry (which is often) I play the piano to myself and I feel a lot better.

3) Appetite and/or weight loss or overeating and weight gain – I'm not gaining weight, I'm losing it. This could be because I'm lazy orit could be because I'm never really that hungry. I don't eat breakfast, I have a hot pocket for lunch and I don't eat or drink anything else. Recently I've discovered that I have anemia and I was wondering if I had depression could the depression have caused it.

4) decreased energy, fatigue, feeling "slowed down" – Ties in with number 3. I haven't been eating so I'm a lot slower than I used to be, can't stand up for long periods of time without getting tired.. I don't ever want to get out of bed kind of thing.

5) Thoughts of death or suicide, or suicide attempts – I've never actually tried to commit suicide, I thin I'm way too scared to do that but I do have at least 10 suicide notes hidden around my room.. a lot of them are in my closet. One of them is written on the blank side of my MJ poster. I think about suicide all the time. I wouldn't actually do it though.

6) Difficulty concentrating, remembering, or making decisions – This is more of the difficulty remembering thing. I can't remember what I did two days ago. Let alone a week. I can barely remember what I did earlier today.

7) Persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such as headaches, digestive disorders, and chronic pain – Just the headaches. I have a headache right now .-.

Sleeping too much or too little, early-morning awakening – Both!! I tried to explain this to my mom(I didn't realize it was a symptom of depression at the time) and I was telling her that either I have to go to sleep at like 4 AM in the morning (to wake up at 6:15 AM) or go to sleep extremely early (maybe around 8 PM). It's because I either sleep too late or sleep too little.If I go to sleep right now (it's 4 AM) I'll probably wake up at 8 AM. If I had gone to sleep at 11 PM I would've woken up at about 1 PM.

9) Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness, hopelessness, pessimism – This is the most evident symptom. One day after school I spent two hours in one of the private music rooms with the lights off, crying and tell myself I was worthless. It was the worst two hours I've ever experienced and I really don't ever break down like that in anywhere that's even close to being public.

One of the factors of the risks for depression that I know I have is losing a parent before the age of 10. Thanks for reading all of this and I really hope you could help me.