cut myself, suicide…?

Ben Thomas Asked: cut myself, suicide…?

im so stupid that i cut up my whole left arm…and the cuts are kinda deep…i wore long-sleeve shirts for a week, but i cant do that any longer…they only faded away to a certain degree, but they still show…so, noe dont wear long sleeves………………but i cut myself again real bad this time, im so stupid…..im addicted to it…..i know its not supposed to be a solution, but i cant control myself…..im scared too, the cuts get deeper everytime or more vigorous………………im getting help, some anto-depressent, i think it helps, but i still cut…………..i think of suicide everyday, but i cant do it……….and i really need to hide my cuts b/c people see me everywhere (practice, gym, friends on rare occasions )….my parents aren't here so im lucky

u dont need to know my problems……….but what i need from you, is help, please….im 21